Author Archives: Nicky

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Dealing with terminal illness

Hello,

I hope that I find you all well.

I know this sounds like a morbid subject but it is a reality that unfortunately hits most of us.  The news that we or a loved one has potentially a terminal illness is something that is catastrophic and feared by all of us.

The reason that I have decided to broach this subject is because it has just happened to me personally and as I was talking to my friend Lynn half an hour ago about her sister battling leukemia, I decided to see if I could bring you some advice on tackling this awful predicament spiritually.

NON BELIEVER

To be honest most of us don’t even want to enter the ‘spiritual’ zone when we are flattened by terrible news but it does help.  Even if you have no belief in angels or the Spirit World, what have you got to lose? I know that we want to blame God and every other higher power for our plight, but where does that truly get us?

My stepdad has just been diagnosed with lung cancer, it is inoperable.  They are going to treat the tumour with radio therapy which will hopefully shrink the evil foreign body.

Initially shock and denial are the first visitors to the equation.  These are the natural reactions to this type of news when grieving is initiated.  After experiencing the initial shock however, I look through the human situation and start to seek out spiritual solace.

SPIRITUAL PATH OF COPING

The first thing that I did was have a conversation with my stepdad.  I spoke to him of my experiences of when I have visited Heaven in meditation.  I spoke of all of the stories that I could think of where spirit people have come through in readings describing their journey from their ailing physical bodies to the freedom and relief of being in Heaven.

The biggest joy was their reunion with their spirit loved ones that they had so sorely missed whilst on the Earth plain.

The sceptical would think that us mediums have created a Utopia to lessen the pain of physical death but this is not the case.  For 26 years the evidence keeps on coming fluidly describing our transition and the afterlife.

I saw my step dad’s face lighten as I described what was to come if he couldn’t fight the illness.  I faced the worst case scenario and discussed it freely and calmly with him.

A lot of my coping mechanism has come from 18 years as a police officer.  My main role was as a detective in the Major Investigation Department as a Family Liaison officer.  I told people that their loved ones had been murdered and sat with them through the whole process witnessing their grieving stages day by day.

I do not fear death and do not fear facing the conversation with a loved one.  It is something you cannot avoid.

ANGELS

The next thing that I did was sit in a calm space on a nearby beach.

I went through all of the Archangels and selected the best ones for me (and you) to invoke during this awful time.

ARCHANGEL MICHAEL – Works on the royal blue ray of light – Michael will give you strength to move forward, protect you from the horror that surrounds you and help you to move on a let go of the stages of grief that will drag behind you week after week.

Archangel Michael

ARCHANGEL AZRAEL – works on a creamy white ray of light – He will bring peace and calm to you, your family and the loved one who is poorly.  He helps to bring comfort during the final hours and will work with Archangel Gabriel to bring loved ones down from the spirit world to sit with your loved one who is passing.

ARCHANGEL RAPHAEL – works on a bright green ray of light – The patriarch of healing amongst the angel hierarchy.  He will ease the physical, spiritual and emotional pain of your suffering and of your poorly loved one.

INVOCATION

It is exceptionally simple to invoke angel energy.  Just sit in a calm quiet space and say something to the effect of:

Archangel Azrael I give you permission to enter my life and I please ask you to surround myself and my loved ones as we go through the process of ………. illness and please sit by their side during this time

It is that simple.

CRYSTALS

The ultimate crystal I will always use during times of grieving is the Amethyst.  It is purple in colour and helps us grieve and move forward.

Rose Quartz will also filter negative energy into pure positive energy.

Laboradite is also an excellent crystal for protecting your vulnerable energy during this awful time and mirroring anyone’s intentions that are brought to you.

SELF LOVE

To help your mind and body think of getting spiritual healing, Reiki or even a pamper at a local spa.  Try to keep yourself as calm and as centred as possible. Archangel Chamuel also helps to promote self love and healing.

Meditation will help, but you don’t just need to sit in the lotus position!  Sitting by the sea, gardening, walking the dog are all forms of meditation. Get yourself out in nature to clear your mind and soul.

If you are up to it, visit your local spiritualist centre who will help you in any way they can  to ease your pain.

FINAL ADVICE

Do not under any circumstances visit a medium to help your grieving.  You have to naturally go through the process or even aid it by counselling.  I have had many people in the past desperately try to keep their loved ones alive through mediums.  The danger is you will never grieve properly and your vulnerability could lead you to mediums who are not recommended and could damage you further.

There are many support structures in place, the most common voluntary grief support being CRUSE.  There are also many forums on Facebook.  Google is your tool here!  Please don’t be afraid to reach out and ask for help.  Sometimes relaying your pain to a stranger is unusually easier than with a friend or family member.

Although it is tempting, by taking any mood altering drug or substance such as alcohol will delay your grieving and stop your healing process in it’s tracks.  Try to face this journey full on as it will be over quicker than numbing your pain.

When the time is right, you will either be faced with the opportunity of a reading or will be guided by your loved one after they have passed.  Be patient!

ENDURING THE PAIN

NOTHING can appease your pain and hurt.  No one can imagine how you are feeling.  It is a long daunting path, but you will eventually get there.  With these little bits of advice, the path may be a bit smoother.

If you are going through this now, whether you are the person with the illness or are going through it with a loved one, please do not think that you are alone.  Seek solace in the knowledge that there is another dimension that you will transition to where your pain and suffering will become a distant memory.

I wish you love, strength and hope during this awful time.

I explore this subject further in my book which will be out soon HEAVEN CALLING.  For the time being though I truly hope this helps.

Lots of love

Nicky xxxxx

 

 

 


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SHE’S BACK! Eve of Mediumship – Paignton

I’m both terrified and completely exhilarated to announce my FIRST EVENING OF MEDIUMSHIP after 5 years!
Sacred stars,Paignton

Thurs 2 November

For tickets (£10)
Call Gaynor Thompson 07957 307604
First come first served!


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Listen to ME

***ME/ CFS FIBROMYALGIA awareness post***
Normally you should wake up yawning, refreshed and ready for the day.
I have only woken up because the teeth gritting pain brought me out of sleep.
As I woke I clamped my teeth together as to breathe was like breathing with swords smashing through my ribs. Any movement to my back was like molten rocks hurling into my spine. This is on top of the pounding headache, eye socket pain and the insistent throbbing agony in every joint, nerve ending and muscle.
So I held my breath to try and stop the pain, frozen to the spot, unable to move an inch.
Eventually you have to change position so you have to breathe again, grit your teeth and shuffle inch by inch to reach for the pain killers.
Should be a story by an 80 year old, right?
This is how I have spent most of my 40’s.
People not affected by this condition don’t really care, I know I wouldn’t. But the scary fact is this disease is becoming a pandemic far more common than MS and breast cancer. Most people drag themselves through their lives just thinking they are tired or have a bit of arthritis, not even diagnosed properly.

Luckily we are just getting a multi million pound investment into this incurable condition for bio medical research.

Amazingly Jen Brea has swept the Film industry gathering nearly every award going for her documentary UNREST a documentary on filming ME sufferers from her own ME ridden bed. This will be out this month.

So society may be coming round slowly, but spare a thought if you know someone with this condition.

See if they need some fresh bread or milk. Understand that on some days they won’t answer the phone. Just sitting with them not talking, watching a film is worth more than gold. See if they need help cleaning themselves, drop by with some bed wipes, magazines, treats or a cooked dinner. This is what we need but would be too mortified to ask.

A high percentage of us are lonely, scared of the future and are fighting to stay positive every waking hour. But because we are young, stubborn pride kicks in.
My dream would be for warden controlled facilities for chronic illness sufferers. Cool flats to live in meeting places when you have a good day and a carer cleaning the place. I would move in, definitely.

I am having to move again now because I am too remote and do not see people for weeks apart from paid carers/ cleaners/helpers. Yet again I have to say goodbye to a house I adore as I am too lonely.

Most sufferers oddly enough are driven, successful, hard working people struck down after illness or trauma.

We are brave, we smile through the pain, multi symptoms and the slaughter of indescribable exhaustion. We say yes to events even though physically we are suffering incredibly, just to ‘people please’ and appear ‘normal’.

As like old people we suffer alone. We are left alone with no food, help or support for weeks, months or even years. I have to pay for all of my help.
That is all my money goes on, apart from pyjamas!

We have to fight to prove we are ill with the local health authority to get benefits because we can’t work.

Our illness still silently holds the stigma of ‘yuppie flu’. So we are forced in our weakened states to make an appeal against the local authorities proving our condition to get PIP and other monetary help. Five of my friends have to take on the authorities to prove they are ill. They have to create their case for court in weakened states. Currently they are on £90 a week to survive.
WHY?
Would we have to fight the authorities if we had severe asthma, cancer or severe arthritis? The more known conditions? The simple word is NO.
Tell your MP’s people. Let them take on your fight!

We lose, like I did, our homes, career, partners, independence and lifestyle.

GP’s avoid us as they take no measures to understand the illness. We become the experts, doctors aren’t worth the effort of getting dressed and sitting in front of crying your heart out asking for help.
They offer us no hope, they stuff us with more pain killers. They see us as hypochondriacs.
A GP in Devon told me I had no disability and needed to get a grip it wasn’t like I had broken a leg or something. I should have complained about her, but we are easy pickings as we don’t have the energy to fight.

Friends disappear as they don’t understand the condition or just don’t need the hassle.
Your world changes into a gold fish bowl where you spend every waking hour of your youthful life in bed or house bound searching for the next box set to take your mind off of your non existent life.
We live as ghosts.

Times need to change. Help someone you know who suffers. Spread awareness.
Share this page.

You or a loved one WILL be affected by this condition.

I have typed this very slowly as my fingers and brain are working like a 90 year old.
I took the time to type it, please take the time to read it.

Thank you x


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It’s OK not to be OK

Hi everyone,

HEAVEN CALLING

I was just working on my book Heaven Calling and thought I would share exactly how I am feeling at the moment.

The book highlights  ways through my knowledge as a Major Investigations Detective and of course as a psychic medium how to cope with loss, overcome grief and embrace spiritual reunion.

Very simple words with a very simple description but to actually feel what that means represents a huge ball of trauma and heart break that no one can ever understand apart from when you personally go through it.

My driving force in this life has always been to bring comfort to the bereaved and proof of their loved one’s survival.  That has been the main work I have worked towards for 26 years.  But to now have the chance to help you through the initial loss to being ready and positive enough to embark on a spiritual relationship with your loved one is a gift beyond anything I can imagine.

YOUR STORIES

I have been reading so many stories that you have all kindly sent in about your experiences with losing loved ones whether they are friends, family or pets.  Thank you for this by the way as I am sure the writing may have either invoked true sadness or I hope, happiness on remembering their life.

I have cried so many times over the last few days!  The stories are breath taking, one for how brave you have been for enduring the pain and sadness, but also how amazingly your loved ones have manipulated situations and events to let you know that they are there.

Some of the young children and baby stories are so fantastic that I am literally champing at the bit to get this book submitted.

It is going to be one of my most proudest achievements and I cannot wait to tell those who have been involved that their loved ones have been immortalised.  It will be a dream come true.

GRIEF

Nothing can possibly totally heal the rift that you experience during loss.  Of course it doesn’t have to be someone passing on.  It can be an estrangement, loss of health, divorce, coping with terminal illness and anything where you have been faced with the harsh reality that nothing is ever going to be the same again.  But it really is OK not to be OK.

Baby steps and honouring the grieving process is always monitored and gently pushed along by your loved ones and the angel realms.  You may feel so alone, but just by talking out or thinking out a conversation with your loved one or to an angel really does help, trust me.  Just try it.

Take five minutes in a quiet or relaxing space.  Take a few deep breaths and think about nothing but the breaths that you are taking.  When your mind empties start to think of your loved one or the problem that ails you.  Get everything out in those thoughts that is bringing you pain.

After you have highlighted what you need help with thank the source for taking on your pain and ask them to help you.  Archangel Michael would be a fab one for this as he helps us move in with strength and focus and helps us to cut the binds of our grief.

Remember if you are asking the angels, they will need your permission to get involved as they cannot interfere with free will.

SIGNS

In the next couple of days after you have sent you SOS out, you will surely get a sign.

The common ones are fluffy white feathers in unusual places, butterflies, dragonflies, birds acting unnaturally or even a favourite song on the radio from your loved one.  They will pick the right sign to show you that they have heard your plea.

This is only a little tip, but by regularly doing this, you are intentionally connecting to the Universe and asking for help. The more that you do it, the higher your vibration rises which makes it easier for ethereal and celestial energy to blend with you and help.

I know that you hate the world, are angry with your situation and find it hard to keep going, but trust me, when you have a strong, silent invisible force standing right behind you, supporting you and nurturing you back to some normality, grieving and the fight to recover is a whole lot easier.

There are so many tips, exercises and inspiring stories in my book, but I just wanted to reach out and say that you may be suffering, but you are not alone.

MOMMA NATURE

I would also ask that during your day at some point when you have a quiet minute please send a heart in your minds eye to a. your loved one who you miss and b. another heart to all those that are suffering with these dreadful weather disasters at the moment.  Mother Nature isn’t happy with us and the way we treat the Earth, so these disasters will continue at an alarming level, I’m afraid.

Just a little thought from masses of people with the same message will reach the souls that are in distress on the Earth and the ones that have tragically been taken home.

We can do nothing but spread the love x

I would also love at this time to lay tribute to a magnificent icon of spiritual living and human learning, Louise Hay.

She has recently transitioned and gone back home leaving a legacy of truly inspiring writing and Hay House, the ultimate publishing machine that distributes to the world every thing we could possibly wish to learn and be inspired by.

I can honestly say that without You Can Heal Your Life, (my bible for spiritual living!) by Louise Hay, I would never have moved forward as quickly in recovering from my grief and tragedy.

May the angels embrace your beautiful soul Louise, God Bless xx

 

Until next time,

Much love

Nicky xx

 


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WANTED: PET/BABY STORIES FOR HEAVEN CALLING

WANTED!!!!!
Hi everyone.
I will soon be submitting a book for publishing called Heaven Calling.
I am looking for a couple more stories to do with your pets and babies who you have lost.
Have you lost a pet or baby and then you have had signs of them being about after they have passed? have they come through a medium or proved they are still with you beyond doubt?
If you have a magical story of how your pets and babies/young children have come back after passing please email me at nicky.alan@btinternet.com so that I can immortalise them in my book.
Thank you x


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THE CHILL LOUNGE Short story paranormal fiction

Hi all,

Just to let you know that my first three short stories are now out for you to download!

They are adult fiction with delicious paranormal twists.

They are all inspired from my own experiences, paranormal investigations, meditations, dreams and readings that I have carried out.

As you know I am unable to get out there in public so I do hope you download and enjoy these stories.

Some are inspirational with fundamental messages for all of us, some are purely educational and others just to put a chill down your spine!

THE GHOST HUNT is about Amber and Emma who go on a paranormal investigation at Angel House and get more than they bargained for


THE LOST THE LONELY AND THE BRAVE is a  story about a journalist investigating a police officer that commits suicide, with a huge twist.

THE WAITING ROOM is a beautiful depiction of the bond between mother and daughter during adversity.  This is particularly special to me as a spirit lady gave me the inspiration for this story during a reading with her daughter.

I am writing the next two and when they are finished and edited will be added to THE CHILL LOUNGE COLLECTION for your enjoyment.

So put your feet up with a cuppa and have five minutes out reading my little adventures covering all that is spooky and paranormal!

THE CHILL LOUNGE COLLECTION

Each download costs 75p and are all listed on my merchandise / shop page on the website.

All I have to give at the moment is my writing, so I hope that you enjoy each story and take on board the inspiration within each one.

I am still endeavouring to get EARTH WALKERS out there and will be submitting my non fiction book HEAVEN CALLING shortly.

I thank you for your never ending support and hope that you can support me in this new way of working through my writing,

Lots of Love

 

Nicky xxxxxx

www.nickyalan.co.uk


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When our Babies go to Heaven

Hello all!

Hope I find you all well x

NEWS

TOBY

Update on my baby toad!  I found him in my bedroom three nights running so I decided to create a toad home for him under a tree in my garden and have named him Toby!  He has gone from animal totem to official pet bless him.  I checked on him this morning and he is chilling in one of his water pools that I made out of an old compost bag!  What a rock and roll life I lead!  I know that my blogs are few and far between but I have to wait until my brain and hands work and I have inspiration for what subject to concentrate on!

MY SHORT STORY COLLECTION – THE CHILL LOUNGE

I don’t know if all of you saw on Facebook that I asked if you would be interested in reading my paranormal short stories that I have written.  They contain all sorts of adult inspirational stories with an underlying spiritual message or some form of education.  As I had a lovely response I will be getting them put on my website as soon as I know the best way to execute my new idea, each download will cost 75p.
First three stories available here

 

HEAVEN CALLING

For all of you beautiful people who sent your stories in about how you have had proof of your loved one’s afterlife for my book, could I ask you to confirm if you still want them in the book as I will be submitting it mid September.  I will email you as well but thought I could save some energy lol!  Thanks to the ones who have already emailed!

WHEN OUR BABIES GO TO HEAVEN

Angel babies

I had to write about this, this week.  I have had a lot of synchronicity that has drawn me to this subject lately and of course the harrowing story of beautiful baby Charlie in the media.  I have been inspired by a beautiful girl emailing me that has been trying and failing to fall pregnant and an amazing story where two babies literally create a miracle to let their mums know that they are together and are thriving.

Nothing can prepare anyone for the loss of a baby or young child.  Babies lost through pregnancy whether it is a miscarriage, termination or born sleeping (hate the word stillborn)  brings so much trauma and grieving to mums and dads.  I have done countless readings where the pain is still there twenty years on.    It’s because they were never born that people assume there is no one to grieve so some  mums tend to hold the pain in, hardly mention it and try to move on, which is the worst thing to do.

They never leave us….

 

I can tell you now that I have communicated with hundreds of souls of babies that want to send love to their mums, dads and siblings.  They usually name their family and give either the date of their passing or when they were due.  They also describe whats been going on in their family household.  They basically prove their existence.  They are always holding the hands of a family member, so please know that they are looked after up in Heaven, they are never alone.   As soon as life is created in the womb, the silver esoteric cord from Heaven connects with the foetus delivering the soul energy.  This soul then goes back up on the silver cord to heaven if they don’t survive.  They have intelligence and can communicate and visit you in the afterlife.

How do I know this?

SILVER CORD

I was doing a evening of mediumship in Shoebury when a lady came up to me and showed me a picture of her beautiful baby girl that had been born sleeping.  The reason she showed me the picture was because there was a silver white line coming from the babies tummy rising up into the air.  She wanted to ask me what it was.  I, to be honest had no clue.

So I told her I would ask my guide Julianus later and let her know.

In meditation I asked Julianus what the silver line was.

THE ESOTERIC CORD

He said:

The line that you see is the ethereal silver cord that comes directly from Heaven.  It is like the spiritual version of an umbilical cord that connects to our solar plexus.  It links us to the universe and Heaven.  This is also what holds our soul in place  to our physical body.  When the human body is born, the tie breaks from Heaven but is still used to hold our soul onto the human body. When the human body dies, the tie reforms as a line to return to Heaven.  You can later on in life travel on it which you will know as Astral projection. As the human baby had not even experienced Earth life or breathed in the atmosphere, the heavenly link to the body was still attached as you saw in the photograph.

I was ashamedly sceptical and I am also mortified to say that I didn’t tell the mum this as I doubted it!  Two weeks later I was doing another evening of mediumship in Dartford.  A lady came up to me and I was gobsmacked when she showed me a picture of her baby boy born sleeping and asked me what the silver cord was coming from his tummy.  I told her instantly what it was and then phoned the other mum straight away.

Julianus enabled me to see this other photo to prove that he was right.  I have seen many other photographs of the same thing.

So Please know that if your baby is 3 weeks, 8 months or 3 days old in pregnancy or 3 weeks, 8 months or 3 days old having been born they are still a fully formed soul with memories, consciousness and a love for their family.  You will also meet all of your babies when you are reunited in Heaven.

YOU HAVE NOT LOST YOUR BABIES FOREVER.

MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE

I have this wonderful story to share.  Two days ago one of my best friend’s son Jack was wondering along the breakwater in Brixham as kids do and found a bottle.  Inside was a beautiful message with stars and pretty things sealed in the bottle. (I won’t divulge too much in the description for privacy of the person).

They got home and shared the find on Facebook as it seemed very important that the sender of the bottle be informed.

Well hours later the owner of the bottle was miraculously traced.

She had lost her young child and her friend had lost her baby.  A year and a day ago, on the birthday of the oldest child, mum had thrown some bottles out to sea.  It was a gesture relating to her daughter and her friend’s daughter as a wish that they were together in Heaven and never forgotten.

To find the bottle ONE day after the young girls birthday a year later was totally wonderful and a sure sign that the girls are together and wanted their mums to know!

HOW DO WE KNOW WHEN THEY VISIT?

Babies and young children have a very definitive way of making their spirit known to us.  In readings, every baby I have ever seen shows themselves about 4 years old, so that I can describe their features to their parents.  The first thing to realise is that your baby may visit you in your dreams around this age or the age they would be now.  So be aware of this.

APPORTING

Babies love to bring things to you to let you know that they are there.  The most interesting one I ever came across was at a house where a woman was getting nappies left on her landing regularly.  She was scared that her ex was breaking in and trying to mess with her head.

When I was there I sensed the presence and then saw a cheeky looking little spirit boy poking his head around the bathroom door.  He then went on to tell me that he was leaving the nappies to remind his mum that it was his anniversary and that he would always look after his sister.  She was gobsmacked.  So was I, I could not work out or even try to, how he was managing to manifest nappies into the ether!  When we checked the diary, it was indeed five years to the day that he had been born sleeping.  Since that day the nappies never arrived again, but the mum now sees her spirit son running around the house.

I learned two things that day, babies can manifest anything and they always act as guardian angels over their siblings.  This explains the phenomena of ‘imaginary friends’,  they usually are the spirit of the child’s brother or sister.

We obviously do also have random spirit children that are attracted to children’s energies down here, but this is very rare,  they will usually be family.  Look out for buttons, white feathers, coins and other items that have been UNEXPLAINABLY placed somewhere.

TOYS

Of course kids love their toys.  So your living children’s toys will be moved, will turn on by themselves or repeatedly go missing and then turn up again in random places.  Look out for it!

ASPORTING YOUR STUFF!

Babies also have a tendency to want to asport your personal items, such as jewellery, hair brushes, clothing, anything you that you use regularly.  The phenomena is called ‘asporting’ they either move it to another location, or it goes missing for a long time and then appears in a obvious place that you would have noticed if it was there before.

GIGGLES

You may also hear running footsteps which is a very common phenomena.  I was doing an intimate evening of mediumship at someones house and I started to communicate with the mum’s baby that she lost in pregnancy.  Within  seconds the whole audience went white as we heard running footsteps upstairs knowing there was nobody up there! Bless him!  You may also hear giggling as well.

FEEL THEIR LOVE

Whenever I link with spirit children and babies I feel a freezing, bubbling breeze over my thighs and lower legs.  If you are sitting down it’s like they are coming up to you and pulling themselves onto your lap.  See if you ever feel this without any noticeable or explainable draughts.  They also love to touch you especially your face and hair.  This can also be seen in orbs next to your other children.  They can be first stage manifestation, a circle creating it’s own light (make sure they are not dust particles!), second stage – trailing comet shaped light anomalies, or third stage – White mist.  The colours can be different they don’t have to be white.  So keep a look out when photographing your children!

If you have any pics that you want help with please add them to the comments below.

A for Andrew

I was doing a reading for someone and a young boy was communicating with me.  I asked him to spell his name out for me. I then felt burning on my left hand and was amazed to see the letter ‘A’ being scratched onto my hand!  His name was Andrew which was confirmed by the family.  Don’t worry they won’t go to this extreme with you, but I am just showing you what they are capable of!  Amazing!

ENCOURAGING COMMUNICATION

As I always say at this juncture, DO NOT try and start a spiritual relationship with someone when you have not grieved properly or don’t understand spirit communication very well.

But if you are feeling up for it here are a few tips to get you started!

Buy something that represents your baby if you have nothing connected to them or create a sacred space in your garden.  Then tell your baby out loud that this item /space represents them.  They can then possibly interact with this item or it gives you something to focus on if you want a chat with them.  Take pictures of the space, you may capture something!

The Amethyst crystal amongst other things heightens your third eye chakra and helps you to focus on the spirit world. Grab one!

With the amethyst, try meditation or just simply ask for you to see your babies in your dreams.  It does help to hold something that they had contact with.

Any objects that you know have been sent by them keep in a box as it heightens their ethereal energy in that space.

Please do not be ashamed that you are still grieving your baby.  If you need to talk about them please do.  If people around you don’t want to hear it, there’s something wrong.

Google the stages of grieving.  If you are still held in denial, anger, guilt or depression and it has been a healthy passing of time (couple of years) you really should seek a bereavement counsellor.

Electronic Voice Phenomena

If you are brave enough try EVP (Electronic Voice Phenomena).  Children are excellent at resonating their voice with Electro Magnetic Field energy.  This energy creates sound on any digital recording device.  You can actually hear their spirit voice and they will answer your questions after practice.  ONLY do this if you are prepared to hear spirit voices.  It can be terrifying if you are not ready!

Talk to them out loud if you feel they are present and acknowledge any phenomena they bring.  They can hear your thoughts and voices and will  know when they are getting through to you.

It also goes without saying if you wish to seek communication through a medium,  PLEASE go to someone who is recommended word of mouth and doesn’t charge the Earth.  There are a some dodgy ones out there that will hurt you and hinder your progress!  You have been warned!

TRYING FOR A LITTLE ‘UN

To help with fertility call upon Archangel Gabriel to help facilitate the pregnancy.

Wear rose quartz on you all of the time.  This is one of the main fertility stones.

Write a letter of intent to the Universe i.e

‘It is August 2018 and I am pregnant’ statement the fact, don’t wish for the future.

Stop letting your energy pull you down every month when you discover that you are not pregnant.  Let it go and let the University provide!  Your thoughts and emotions create your future!

I don’t want to make this too long as there is so much else I could mention. I’m worried that you are yawning by now! lol

If you have any questions or concerns regarding this awfully traumatic subject please ask below in the comments and I will gladly help you.

You have never lost any of your babies forever, trust me, they are with you more than you know xxxxx

All my love

Nicky xx


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Don’t go hating!

HEARTBREAK AND HURT

Have you ever woken up and the first thing on your mind is the delicious fantasy of the demise of the person who has hurt you?  In fact scrap the first morning thought, every waking second when your mind has nothing else to think about it but that person?  The one you wish still lived in an era where they could be hung, drawn and quartered?

Yes we have all been there.

People hurting us in whatever way draws the soul into a gut wrenching tirade of self loathing for being taken in by that person, absolute heart break, awareness of self vulnerability, uncontrollable grieving, anger and a teeth clinching hatred that that person can still walk around breathing, laughing and moving on.

Head explosive anger!

Head explosive anger!

THOUGHT PATTERNS

When we can in a quiet moment we almost relish in the fact that we can think out the most avenging things for the villain in our story. We should really curl up on the sofa with a bar of chocolate, glass of wine and  a roaring fire to plot our revenge as we put so much effort into it, so why not add some nice accessories during the raging thoughts of destruction and ultimate  hate?

When we are in the rawness of human hurt, we don’t even begin to look outside ourselves to see what is really happening.  We are far too busy thinking out the next witty sarcastic remark to add to their Facebook page! As we cry our hearts out, eating Ben and Jerry’s listening to ‘All by myself’ (yes I stole that from Bridget Jones!) are we really doing ourselves a justice?

In a way yes, we all have to grieve what has been done to us.  If the grief is too overwhelming then perhaps we need outside help.  Either through psychotherapy or counselling.

But let us just for one minute think about the words that surround this hateful time .  Words that we have surrounded ourselves in, that our soul is absorbing and what we are stating to the Universe.

Hate, anger, sadness, loathing, agony, pain, heartache, vitriol, bitterness, jealousy, injustice, unfairness, humiliation, vulnerability, rage, frustration, angst, stress, anxiety, sickness, depression.  I could go on and on.

If I was playing a word game and had to guess the link between all of these words here I would say ‘hell’.

Yes a living hell.  So why bathe in hell?  Why put ourselves through more physical and mental pain by hanging onto it all?

“BECAUSE THEY DID THIS TO ME!”

Yes fair point, but why do we then keep ourselves in their energy for the foreseeable future?  It’s a done deed.  Why do we dwell in the darkened chasms of their ill will or bad behaviour for as long as we do?

Ask yourself, why?

You have two choices.  Live in their wake for as long as you choose to or look at this situation, honour it, feel it, then move on and let the Laws of the Universe do the rest.

“Yeah right Karma, as if that works!”

Karma isn’t revenge.  Karma is the natural consequence of your thoughts and actions.

If they live in a dishonest, selfish and hateful existence how can they surely escape their own actions?

The simple answer is they can’t.

So if you stay in their energy hating them and loathing them you are placing yourself in their boat, in their filthy pond attracting the other scum in other boats in the same pond.

What if you got off of the boat, waded to shore and dipped into the neighbouring cool fresh ocean filled with freedom, encountering new boats that are enjoying the crystalline waters of tranquillity and happiness?

Its stubborn pride that keeps us in that limited dark dank pond.

 

Get off that boat!

Get off that boat!

It is a fact that our thought patterns lead to an emotion that then leads to behaviour.  If we don’t catch it and kill it (Yes stole that from Bear Grylls!) then we remain in a never ending circle of negative feelings and emotions.  We have been through enough, so why put ourselves through any more pain.  YOU are the captain of your ship, so it’s up to you to decide if you want to stay in the shark infested pond or sail into the horizon in your newly found sparkling ocean.

GET THE ITINERARY FOR YOUR MAIDEN VOYAGE

There is nothing I loathe more than people who give you advice or you read about  people who give you facts and haven’t been through it themselves.  That’s why I always write on subjects that I have experienced and what I have done on a mindful and spiritual path to lose the pain.

I recently got exceptionally hurt by someone and felt mortified that I had been exposed to it (I write about it in my next column Diary of a Psychic!).  I nearly went down the same route I always do.  The road aptly named ‘Self Pity’ leading to the junction of ‘hate’ ending at the ‘revenge’ motorway.

Yes I spurted out some pretty hateful words on the first couple of days and was spitting flames, but then I checked myself and started to look at ways to move on from this madness.  By me continually raging, I was still on day one of the hurt and not moving anywhere fast!

So the first thing I did was call upon Archangel Raguel. He deals with all relationship battles and hardships in your life and will not stop until your harmony is restored.  He can also assists in legal battles and finding justice.

Archangel of justice, harmony, balance and vengeance

Archangel of justice, harmony, balance and vengeance

It does not matter if you do not believe in angels.  What have you got to lose?  They will answer whether you believe in them or not.

You have to invoke angels, they need permission to enter your lives.

It’s very simple to invoke them.  I just said,  “Archangel Raguel I give you permission to come into my life and deal with this situation as you see fit and take the pain of this away from me.” There, done.

Archangel Raguel works on a pale blue light ray, so when you ask him to come and help imagine a big pale blue ball of light as you ask.

Trust me it works.

I then made sure I did something EVERY DAY that was for me and my indulgence. Basically a ‘self love’ exercise.

I am somewhat limited to movement so did self healing in meditation,  but for the sprightly person I would always recommend healing.  Either at a local spiritualist centre or a local recommended Reiki practitioner.

My friend Ian’s website thespiritguides.co.uk holds the best comprehensive directory of healing services near you.

The next thing is to get all of your thoughts and emotions out.  For the more physical people, go run and scream out somewhere isolated.  Scream to the top of your lungs until you can’t scream any more. Go punch something (Preferably a punch bag, not the villain in this piece!) go and play sport.  exhaust yourself of the emotion burdening you.

If you prefer a more cadenced approach write out your feelings in a journal (my students know I love a journal!)  keep writing until you get bored of writing about the same thing.  I also ask a family member in spirit within the words to also help me out.  This means that you have exhausted all of the negative thought patterns in your mind and soul through your writing.  It is very cathartic and it will surprise you how much you end up writing.

Whether you are in a field like a crazed lunatic or writing your woes out in a journal also state your INTENT.  Where you want to be in six months time.  The Universe needs to understand the problem, how you want to move from it and what you want at the end of it. (Don’t say ‘agony for that rat!’  It’s all about you remember!).

CRYSTALS

Sunstone is the ultimate crystal for this situation.

Self empowerment stone

Self empowerment stone

Sun stone gives you self empowerment, vitality and cleanses you from the negative actions of other people.  It is also excellent for strength and courage say in an interview (or court hearings if you are divorcing them!)  Have it as jewellery, in your pocket, or ladies in your bra, that’s where I keep mine.  Don’t forget to charge them  I will be doing a blog on crystal care another time.

If the villain is still in your life, i.e a difficult boss, awful neighbour or negative colleague then get yourself a Laboradite.  This is the best protection from other peoples intentions that you can get.  It mirrors their energy and protects your auric field at the same time.  Plus it is absolutely lush to look at.  When I know I need it, I wear it as a pendant and smile inside knowing that every intention coming out of that fickle person is being reflected right back into their soul! Love it!

full on protection

full on protection

Again you may not even have faith in crystals but they do work.  They resonate with our meridians to create an energy that works in it’s own unique way.

There are many crystals that can help but these two have appeared in my mind for this input so I will go with it.

After you have dealt with this situation and person for a while, the next natural step is to move on.  This is where the daddy of the Archangels needs to rock up, sweep you off of you feet, cut any ties that bind you to that person and sail you off into the sunset not giving them a second thought!

Cut those ties that bind you

Cut those ties that bind you

ARCHANGEL MICHAEL

He works on a royal blue ray of colour.  Do the same, ask him to come to your aid to give you the strength to move on and live your life to the full.  Usually you will get a sign that the angels have heard within a couple of days after the invocation.  It could be a white feather apported in an unusual place, an angel symbol in an unusual place or any personal synchronicity that makes you think, “Wow, that’s my sign to say I have been heard!”  Don’t forget to look out for angel numerology.  Any numbers of three or the number three in them.

I know it hurts.  I know it is exceptionally hard, but there is one more thing you must do to break the energy connection between you and the baddie.!  You are going to resent this and it will sting but it is the only thing that works.

Love over hate is a stronger more tangible energy.  It empowers you and sends a beacon of light out into the Universe that you now embrace and attract love.

You must send love to the baddie.

Yes I know, impossible right?

I send pink hearts to them and then move on with my day.  It takes a lot to get to this stage but when you do do it, it feels empowering.

By doing this, you are streets above their pathetic behaviour.  You are moving on loving and valuing yourself and your self worth.

Leave them in their pond and to their own karma.

It works if you work it.  It’s up to you.

Crystalline turquoise waters, or a dark dank pond?

Send that love.  The Universe will love you for it xx

All you need is love

All you need is love

Good luck, own that Love!

Until next time

Nicky xx

 

 

 

 


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THE POWER OF ANIMAL TOTEMS

Hi all,

CHANGE OF PACE

As you most probably saw on Facebook, I have decided to put my soul diaries in book format  as so many of you have emailed and messaged me with this idea.  So I have taken it on board and then realised if I carried on blogging about it there would be spoilers to the book! Lol.

So I had a little meditation on the subject and I was told to just address spiritual matter that would assist you in your daily lives.

I would also love to answer any questions you may have through the comments section on this page.  But remember you have to subscribe first!

So ask away! I am all yours!

Here to help!

Here to help!

BABY TOAD

I was wondering what to start this new blog on and within a few seconds I noticed something in the corner of my eye.  Right by my bedroom door was this little fellow.  He sat there for about 40 minutes.  When I asked, “Are you an animal totem?” He hopped off!

My lil animal totem

My lil animal totem

So I took it as a yes!  He was also sitting next to a feather, all be it not a white fluffy one that angels bring, but still a cute little feather!

Now the strangest thing is, before I noticed him, I was not only thinking on my blog I was having a bit of a crisis.

For those of you that know me and have been reading my blog I am suffering chronic illness .  The only way for me to focus on goals and still help human kind at the moment is through my writing.

I can get upset sometimes that I can not currently tour and visit people in person so writing to me is so very important. Plus I can do it in my pj’s!

BRAIN EXPLOSION!

I have been getting the expected ‘no’s from agents for my paranormal fiction book EARTH WALKERS and was feeling a little jaded and my self confidence took a little tumble down self esteem lane! I have only queried it 15 times so I really need to be patient!  But, I am the sort of person that then jumps about looking for another solution.  So I have decided to write non fiction books aswell using my vast esoteric knowledge.

So…… when I am thinking, should I carry on with fiction? Should I concentrate more on non fiction?  Do people care what I write about? Am I wasting my time? Shall I just stay in bed and forget the whole thing?  My guides must have thought, “Oh God she is having yet  another brain explosion, best send her a sign!”  (Feel so sorry for them, I wonder if they have Valium up there?)

Yep, hair pulling time!

Yep, hair pulling time!

 

So they then send a  baby toad!  Don’t ask me how they do it!  You may as well ask me one on rocket science!  I  have witnessed over the years so many times weird behaviour and oddly timed creatures in my path right at the magic time that I need them.

So after my little crisis and watching my warty little visitor I google ‘Toad animal totem’

Wow here was the answer:

If a toad totem has recently entered your life, consider the following points:

Are you going through an important transition in your life? Toad spirit symbolizes transitional phases of one’s life because of their own unique growing phases: the egg, the tadpole, and finally, the toad. Maybe you’re going through a big life change, in spirit or in reality, and frog totem has entered your life to remind you that change is a natural and positive part of life.

CHANGING FROM A WORKING PSYCHIC MEDIUM TO A WORKING PSYCHIC WRITER HAS DAUNTED ME SO MUCH SO THIS IS SPOT ON.  I AM ALSO BEING SHOWN MUCH DEEPER PHILOSOPHY AND UNIVERSAL UNDERSTANDING.

Are you bogged down or bored with your day to day activities? If you’ve gotten too comfortable in your day to day life, frog spirit may be here to remind you to clear out your “muddy waters” and rejuvenate your spirit by doing things that bring you passion

TOTALLY TRUE I AM BED BOUND MOST DAYS WHICH CAN SOMETIMES LEAD TO NEGATIVITY IF I LET IT. WRITING DOES REJUVENATE ME ALONG WITH THE PRISM COURSES AND MEDITATION I DO.  SO THIS IS OBVIOUSLY SAYING KEEP ON GOING!

Are you having trouble committing yourself to one single goal?  HAHA! A BIG FAT GLOOPY RESOUNDING  YES!

Frogs and toads alike enjoy leaping from place to place, and if you feel particularly drawn to one of these amphibians, you may tend to be a totem person that leaps from one thing to another as well. You might need to take some time to decide what your goals are and assess if you are taking the proper steps to get there.

QUESTION ANSWERED.  SIT BACK, TAKE STOCK AND DO ONE THING AT A TIME!

See? That’s how it works.  You have most probably worked out that I am not an airy fairy psychic.  I am grounded, I am an open minded sceptic and do question everything.  So I don’t think every time I see an animal in my garden it is a totem.    But when you whisper to a toad when it has sat there for 40 minutes “Are you an animal totem?” and within seconds it hops off, that’s pretty weirdy!

I have had it happen so many times with dragonflies, robins, birds, butterflies and deer to name but a few.  Robins and butterflies are by far the most common though.  They are very popular with your loved ones for sending a message to you to say that they are OK.  This will also occur at special times, i.e anniversaries, relevant dates or if you have asked for a sign.

PROPHECY

I even had a prophetic totem visitation.  My ex brother in law came through and told me at his funeral he would send the butterfly indoors as a sign from him.

At the wake I was sitting in the lounge and a butterfly came in through the conservatory and landed on my shoulder and sat there!

ACTING UNNATURALLY?

So if you are looking at a creature that is acting weird or turns up at a certain time every day or is perhaps a loved ones favourite pet that keeps rocking up in your garden (Not the actual one of course!), take note!

You may also be dreaming of the same animal regularly or seeing one in a meditation.  However they wish to be brought to you take note of this old ancient Native American Phenomena and google that animal!

We are continually being brought signs and synchronicity from our loved ones, guides, guardian angels and Archangels, but we choose to ignore them, doubt them or plain old poo poo them!

Poor loves! It must be like playing Give us a Clue or Catchphrase under an invisibility cloak!

Hello? Can you see me?

Hello? Can you see me?

I get so many emails and messages from people that need help and can’t seem to see a way forward.  If we just stop, open our hearts, eyes and ears and live in the present with a bit more calm then we will begin to notice and pick up on the fact that we are being guided more than we realise.

So look out for the animals!

Look forward to any questions you have, have a good week xxxxx


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New column ‘Diary of a Psychic’ in Spirit & Destiny magazine

Hi all,

I am honoured and happy to announce that I have a new column in Spirit & Destiny magazine chronicling my life and the really weird things that happen on a daily basis!

I hoe you enjoy it.  The new look,

My new column 'Diary of a Psychic'

My new column ‘Diary of a Psychic’

revamped magazine is out now!

Lots of love Nicky x


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