When our Babies go to Heaven

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When our Babies go to Heaven

Hello all!

Hope I find you all well x

NEWS

TOBY

Update on my baby toad!  I found him in my bedroom three nights running so I decided to create a toad home for him under a tree in my garden and have named him Toby!  He has gone from animal totem to official pet bless him.  I checked on him this morning and he is chilling in one of his water pools that I made out of an old compost bag!  What a rock and roll life I lead!  I know that my blogs are few and far between but I have to wait until my brain and hands work and I have inspiration for what subject to concentrate on!

MY SHORT STORY COLLECTION – THE CHILL LOUNGE

I don’t know if all of you saw on Facebook that I asked if you would be interested in reading my paranormal short stories that I have written.  They contain all sorts of adult inspirational stories with an underlying spiritual message or some form of education.  As I had a lovely response I will be getting them put on my website as soon as I know the best way to execute my new idea, each download will cost 75p.

HEAVEN CALLING

For all of you beautiful people who sent your stories in about how you have had proof of your loved one’s afterlife for my book, could I ask you to confirm if you still want them in the book as I will be submitting it mid September.  I will email you as well but thought I could save some energy lol!  Thanks to the ones who have already emailed!

WHEN OUR BABIES GO TO HEAVEN

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I had to write about this, this week.  I have had a lot of synchronicity that has drawn me to this subject lately and of course the harrowing story of beautiful baby Charlie in the media.  I have been inspired by a beautiful girl emailing me that has been trying and failing to fall pregnant and an amazing story where two babies literally create a miracle to let their mums know that they are together and are thriving.

Nothing can prepare anyone for the loss of a baby or young child.  Babies lost through pregnancy whether it is a miscarriage, termination or born sleeping (hate the word stillborn)  brings so much trauma and grieving to mums and dads.  I have done countless readings where the pain is still there twenty years on.    It’s because they were never born that people assume there is no one to grieve so some  mums tend to hold the pain in, hardly mention it and try to move on, which is the worst thing to do.

They never leave us….

 

I can tell you now that I have communicated with hundreds of souls of babies that want to send love to their mums, dads and siblings.  They usually name their family and give either the date of their passing or when they were due.  They also describe whats been going on in their family household.  They basically prove their existence.  They are always holding the hands of a family member, so please know that they are looked after up in Heaven, they are never alone.   As soon as life is created in the womb, the silver esoteric cord from Heaven connects with the foetus delivering the soul energy.  This soul then goes back up on the silver cord to heaven if they don’t survive.  They have intelligence and can communicate and visit you in the afterlife.

How do I know this?

SILVER CORD

I was doing a evening of mediumship in Shoebury when a lady came up to me and showed me a picture of her beautiful baby girl that had been born sleeping.  The reason she showed me the picture was because there was a silver white line coming from the babies tummy rising up into the air.  She wanted to ask me what it was.  I, to be honest had no clue.

So I told her I would ask my guide Julianus later and let her know.

In meditation I asked Julianus what the silver line was.

THE ESOTERIC CORD

He said:

The line that you see is the ethereal silver cord that comes directly from Heaven.  It is like the spiritual version of an umbilical cord that connects to our solar plexus.  It links us to the universe and Heaven.  This is also what holds our soul in place  to our physical body.  When the human body is born, the tie breaks from Heaven but is still used to hold our soul onto the human body. When the human body dies, the tie reforms as a line to return to Heaven.  You can later on in life travel on it which you will know as Astral projection. As the human baby had not even experienced Earth life or breathed in the atmosphere, the heavenly link to the body was still attached as you saw in the photograph.

I was ashamedly sceptical and I am also mortified to say that I didn’t tell the mum this as I doubted it!  Two weeks later I was doing another evening of mediumship in Dartford.  A lady came up to me and I was gobsmacked when she showed me a picture of her baby boy born sleeping and asked me what the silver cord was coming from his tummy.  I told her instantly what it was and then phoned the other mum straight away.

Julianus enabled me to see this other photo to prove that he was right.  I have seen many other photographs of the same thing.

So Please know that if your baby is 3 weeks, 8 months or 3 days old in pregnancy or 3 weeks, 8 months or 3 days old having been born they are still a fully formed soul with memories, consciousness and a love for their family.  You will also meet all of your babies when you are reunited in Heaven.

YOU HAVE NOT LOST YOUR BABIES FOREVER.

MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE

I have this wonderful story to share.  Two days ago one of my best friend’s son Jack was wondering along the breakwater in Brixham as kids do and found a bottle.  Inside was a beautiful message with stars and pretty things sealed in the bottle. (I won’t divulge too much in the description for privacy of the person).

They got home and shared the find on Facebook as it seemed very important that the sender of the bottle be informed.

Well hours later the owner of the bottle was miraculously traced.

She had lost her young child and her friend had lost her baby.  A year and a day ago, on the birthday of the oldest child, mum had thrown some bottles out to sea.  It was a gesture relating to her daughter and her friend’s daughter as a wish that they were together in Heaven and never forgotten.

To find the bottle ONE day after the young girls birthday a year later was totally wonderful and a sure sign that the girls are together and wanted their mums to know!

HOW DO WE KNOW WHEN THEY VISIT?

Babies and young children have a very definitive way of making their spirit known to us.  In readings, every baby I have ever seen shows themselves about 4 years old, so that I can describe their features to their parents.  The first thing to realise is that your baby may visit you in your dreams around this age or the age they would be now.  So be aware of this.

APPORTING

Babies love to bring things to you to let you know that they are there.  The most interesting one I ever came across was at a house where a woman was getting nappies left on her landing regularly.  She was scared that her ex was breaking in and trying to mess with her head.

When I was there I sensed the presence and then saw a cheeky looking little spirit boy poking his head around the bathroom door.  He then went on to tell me that he was leaving the nappies to remind his mum that it was his anniversary and that he would always look after his sister.  She was gobsmacked.  So was I, I could not work out or even try to, how he was managing to manifest nappies into the ether!  When we checked the diary, it was indeed five years to the day that he had been born sleeping.  Since that day the nappies never arrived again, but the mum now sees her spirit son running around the house.

I learned two things that day, babies can manifest anything and they always act as guardian angels over their siblings.  This explains the phenomena of ‘imaginary friends’,  they usually are the spirit of the child’s brother or sister.

We obviously do also have random spirit children that are attracted to children’s energies down here, but this is very rare,  they will usually be family.  Look out for buttons, white feathers, coins and other items that have been UNEXPLAINABLY placed somewhere.

TOYS

Of course kids love their toys.  So your living children’s toys will be moved, will turn on by themselves or repeatedly go missing and then turn up again in random places.  Look out for it!

ASPORTING YOUR STUFF!

Babies also have a tendency to want to asport your personal items, such as jewellery, hair brushes, clothing, anything you that you use regularly.  The phenomena is called ‘asporting’ they either move it to another location, or it goes missing for a long time and then appears in a obvious place that you would have noticed if it was there before.

GIGGLES

You may also hear running footsteps which is a very common phenomena.  I was doing an intimate evening of mediumship at someones house and I started to communicate with the mum’s baby that she lost in pregnancy.  Within  seconds the whole audience went white as we heard running footsteps upstairs knowing there was nobody up there! Bless him!  You may also hear giggling as well.

FEEL THEIR LOVE

Whenever I link with spirit children and babies I feel a freezing, bubbling breeze over my thighs and lower legs.  If you are sitting down it’s like they are coming up to you and pulling themselves onto your lap.  See if you ever feel this without any noticeable or explainable draughts.  They also love to touch you especially your face and hair.  This can also be seen in orbs next to your other children.  They can be first stage manifestation, a circle creating it’s own light (make sure they are not dust particles!), second stage – trailing comet shaped light anomalies, or third stage – White mist.  The colours can be different they don’t have to be white.  So keep a look out when photographing your children!

If you have any pics that you want help with please add them to the comments below.

A for Andrew

I was doing a reading for someone and a young boy was communicating with me.  I asked him to spell his name out for me. I then felt burning on my left hand and was amazed to see the letter ‘A’ being scratched onto my hand!  His name was Andrew which was confirmed by the family.  Don’t worry they won’t go to this extreme with you, but I am just showing you what they are capable of!  Amazing!

ENCOURAGING COMMUNICATION

As I always say at this juncture, DO NOT try and start a spiritual relationship with someone when you have not grieved properly or don’t understand spirit communication very well.

But if you are feeling up for it here are a few tips to get you started!

Buy something that represents your baby if you have nothing connected to them or create a sacred space in your garden.  Then tell your baby out loud that this item /space represents them.  They can then possibly interact with this item or it gives you something to focus on if you want a chat with them.  Take pictures of the space, you may capture something!

The Amethyst crystal amongst other things heightens your third eye chakra and helps you to focus on the spirit world. Grab one!

With the amethyst, try meditation or just simply ask for you to see your babies in your dreams.  It does help to hold something that they had contact with.

Any objects that you know have been sent by them keep in a box as it heightens their ethereal energy in that space.

Please do not be ashamed that you are still grieving your baby.  If you need to talk about them please do.  If people around you don’t want to hear it, there’s something wrong.

Google the stages of grieving.  If you are still held in denial, anger, guilt or depression and it has been a healthy passing of time (couple of years) you really should seek a bereavement counsellor.

Electronic Voice Phenomena

If you are brave enough try EVP (Electronic Voice Phenomena).  Children are excellent at resonating their voice with Electro Magnetic Field energy.  This energy creates sound on any digital recording device.  You can actually hear their spirit voice and they will answer your questions after practice.  ONLY do this if you are prepared to hear spirit voices.  It can be terrifying if you are not ready!

Talk to them out loud if you feel they are present and acknowledge any phenomena they bring.  They can hear your thoughts and voices and will  know when they are getting through to you.

It also goes without saying if you wish to seek communication through a medium,  PLEASE go to someone who is recommended word of mouth and doesn’t charge the Earth.  There are a some dodgy ones out there that will hurt you and hinder your progress!  You have been warned!

TRYING FOR A LITTLE ‘UN

To help with fertility call upon Archangel Gabriel to help facilitate the pregnancy.

Wear rose quartz on you all of the time.  This is one of the main fertility stones.

Write a letter of intent to the Universe i.e

‘It is August 2018 and I am pregnant’ statement the fact, don’t wish for the future.

Stop letting your energy pull you down every month when you discover that you are not pregnant.  Let it go and let the University provide!  Your thoughts and emotions create your future!

I don’t want to make this too long as there is so much else I could mention. I’m worried that you are yawning by now! lol

If you have any questions or concerns regarding this awfully traumatic subject please ask below in the comments and I will gladly help you.

You have never lost any of your babies forever, trust me, they are with you more than you know xxxxx

All my love

Nicky xx

 

 


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ME Myself and I. My Soul Diaries 6

YOU ARE TO WRITE WHAT YOU HAVE DREAMT

The Sunday after my bumble bee episode, I accumulated another tool to add to my spiritual itinerary. It seemed that in the last week the heavens were initiating everything they could to get me back in a positive mind space and strength to fight.

YOU CAN HEAL YOUR LIFE

My friend randomly said, ‘I don’t know why, but you need to watch this.

Now I had read the book and worked on the exercises contained within it.  This book is priceless, if you find yourself in the wilderness, lost and desperate get this book or watch the DVD.  This book gives you the compass, map and route to find your way home.  When I watched the video, I cried through most of it listening to the individual stories of people’s struggles and triumphs.  It gave me another kick up the backside in wanting to get back on track mentally and spiritually.

YOU CAN HEAL YOUR LIFE by LOUISE HAY is a ‘must have’ to adorn your book shelf. It is like my personal bible.

There are such beautiful illustrations in the book and the affirmations and guidance in finding a happier, more contented you, are simply priceless.  I recommend getting the book rather than downloading it as the visual quality of each page can’t be missed!

You can heal your life by Louise Hay

This is the best copy for illustration

This is the best copy for illustration

So now I was ‘working it’ thinking about my life, changing all the negativity into positivity.  Even when the pain became unbearable I would imagine me walking through the Crystal Palace trying to distance myself from my mutinous body.  But believe me it was very difficult in the early days. I had a night just after that Sunday where my reality hit and I felt desolate yet again.

Sometimes in the dark hours your mind works overtime and mine was working like a jet fuelled engine. I cried out and said to whoever wanted to listen ‘I get it, but why? You need to deliver something as I am not going to survive with only stupid little signs, HELP ME!’ I was sobbing like a baby, I just wanted a lifeline, a reason for being.

THE DREAM

Now I know I have already put this story of my dream in a different blog but it is SO incredible I will mention it again.

The following morning after shouting the odds to up above I was awoken by my friend banging my door with the hoover.  I was so frustrated as I was in the middle of the most magnificent dream.  There were tears flooding down my face and my heart was beating out of my chest, I was literally breathless.  The dream was euphoric, the colours, feelings and visions held such a vibrancy I could do nothing but yearn to be back in it’s magnificence.  It was 7.30 so I though I would get a cup of tea and see my friend before she left for work. Well that wasn’t going to happen!

A voice that I recognised as I can only describe as angel vibration mixed with Julianus said , ‘GO BACK TO SLEEP!’

Now, because the spirit world contact us a lot in our dreams I have taken time to study dream phenomena.  Incidentally I have this fab dream analysis site, it is spot on when I look up what my dream means.  When our loved ones and guides can’t reach us in the waking hours they will blend with us during dream state where they can send information without our consciousness interfering and also give us a cuddle! That is why they cope so well as they can be with us whenever they like, but unfortunately for us we can’t, unless we meditate of course..

Here’s a link to the dream site Dream analysis

KATRINA

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I have always had intense dreams but I really started to take it seriously when I started to have prophetic dreams.  The one of hundreds that comes to mind was when I dreamt that I was standing on a beach in New Orleans, it was sunny and glorious but then this huge wave washed over me and I was thrashed around until I found myself in this main high street with dead bodies and sharks floating around me.  I looked up and saw a shop sign and it had ‘Katrina’s’ written on it.

A few weeks later hurricane Katrina smashed through New Orleans and when I saw a picture of the high St in New Orleans I was nearly sick. I had seen it coming but who would have listened to me and what could I have changed? I have asked this of Julianus, he said, ‘You are not there to warn, you are there  just listening to the highest vibrations that have shaken through the Universe and of those to come.’

So I now mention it on social media, the dream I have, just to give credit to prophetic dreaming, very frustrating.  I even dream of celebrities, I remember a warning one with Gary Barlow, he was in a bank looking very stressed. I sent him a message on twitter! (Yes I did feel like a nutter!) About a fortnight later he was under investigation for tax evasion. I saw the riots in the UK quite soon before they erupted in our towns and cities, I put it on Facebook and lots of people acknowledged it, which was good.  If it’s to do with a murder though, then I always send what I have to the investigation team, no doubt they chuck it in the bin, but I have done my bit..

I wish we were more like America and psychics were used as help on investigations, as I have had so much information before that came out correct when the perpetrator was eventually caught.

Any way back to my dream, my life changer.

I know that usually we only dream in seconds, but I went back to sleep and awoke 5 hours later on conclusion of the dream.  I was like a woman possessed, it was like returning from oblivion.  The same voice then said, ‘You shall write what you have dreamt’

MY READING

Now I have to take you back a few years, I was getting a reading from a medium called Bill, funnily enough at St Cecilia’s spiritualist church in Rayleigh, Essex. (Remember St Cecilia’s, my home in Rome?)

It was just after I had seen the three men in the window at my first mediumship evening, after I was retired from the police service in 2003.

Bill said to me, ‘You are going to be an important  spiritual teacher and reach thousands of people.  You will also write and this will reach millions.’

I smiled and said thank you, but writing? Nah.  Don’t get me wrong I have always loved creative writing and have always kept a soul journal,  I wrote permanently in my old job, detailed descriptive hundred page statements from rape victims and murder victim families, but books and stuff?  I didn’t think I had it in me.

Recently a consultant from America asked me, ‘What was the inspiration for your book?’  I had to be honest, ‘Erm, a dream? I had no inspiration what so ever!’

WAKING UP

So back to waking up,  still crying from the emotion of the dream, I walked into the lounge and typed the first five chapters then and there.  The words spilled from me like a geyser, exploding out on the white blank document before me.

Even the character names were given to me in a second.  None of it came from my imagination.  I later googled the names out of curiosity.  I was shocked when I saw that the names and descriptions of the characters in the book were the exact people described in the Old Testament, it was surreal.

I was completely obsessed with the story, it was so epic and so unbelievably reflective of our planet that I was humbled as I wrote.  I then learned as I was given more and more information that it was not only going to become a book it was to be a trilogy.  I even started getting visions of the actors that would play the characters! (Gerard Butler, Archangel Michael, lol)

Now and then  the human part of me whispered my concerns and fears, ‘This will never be published, agents will laugh at your effort, one in a million chance, blah blah blah.’ The lion part of the soul, is what Julianus calls it.

But then the spiritual part of me was screaming, ‘This has been channelled from the Heavens, you are their messenger, this is what they want you to tell humankind. To educate them through fiction.’ That was the mouse talking.  More about the mouse and the lion another time!

LIFE PATH CHANGE

My life path from that single dream had been changed in a dramatic way.  I now had something to focus on, something to work on during the lonely hours and a dream of being a published writer of this type of fiction.  I couldn’t reach the masses from the stages any longer, but I possibly could through my words.  I was already doing that through articles in magazines but certainly not on an epic scale such as a trilogy!

It was an epiphany.  It hit me like a bolt of lightening, as I then remembered that reading from St Cecilia’s. ‘You shall write for millions’ this spurred me on and in a few months the first book was finished.

If you have read my other blog entry from ages ago, you will know that I have been provided with an unusual mentor! I was told by Julianus that Elizabeth Bowen was helping me. I googled her, she was a Victorian supernatural fiction writer!

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The reason why I have been told to do this in fiction is because Julianus explained that it would reach more people.  It would be a fictional story but laced with angelic and celestial fact throughout the plot.  Genuis!

So the plot involving forbidden love, action, death, evil, love and all things juicy has an important message laced within it.  We need a HUGE wake up call, we have to realise that as a species we are killing ourselves and our planet and things have to change.

As I write this I am getting goose bumps, as the magic of the book seriously transports you.  I furtively asked one of my best friends mum, Lin to read it and critique it.  I knew I would get honesty and harsh critique if I deserved it.

She had read the first few chapters and I approached her like I was facing a headmistress with my homework.

‘Did you like it then Lin?’ I asked holding my breath.

She turned around and burst into tears and was speechless!

I think that’s a yes then! lol.

So now I had to reinvent myself as a creditable writer.  I cannot tell you the times I have re read and re written the first book.

COLUMN

The other thing I had niggling me was how was I going to get it out there, how was I to get an agent?

Back in November last year, the 7th to be precise, I  remembered that most writers with a media presence are always asked by agents if they have a column. Apparently for some reason its important.  Well I had nothing like that.  I had been out of the loop for four years, I was starting to panic.

I sent a silent thought up to Archangel Gabriel and said, ‘You know my concerns, I need some help please if you want your message to get out.‘ It didn’t occur to me that I had sent this SOS up on a very spiritually numbered day, 7 11.

THE ANGELS DELIVER

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We have heard you

The following morning I woke up in pain but planned to start researching agents to approach.  Then I sighed and had one of those Lion moments,  ‘You have no chance, you are wasting your time and limited energy,’ said the roaring beast.  Then my phone beeped and I sat reading in complete shock what had just been sent to me.

I was asked to be the columnist in Fate and Fortune as the Psychic Detective! How the hell had that happened?  I had not been working for years, but here it was in black and white. Tears of gratitude coursed down my face as I raised my eyes  to the sky and choked  ‘Wow you work fast! Thank you‘ to Archangel Gabriel.  To be asked was an honour and obviously I adore my subject matter, investigating mysteries!

They were helping me, they had heard me, I was going to get this book out, I just knew it.

My Column as The Psychic Detective

My Column as The Psychic Detective

So in your darkest times, especially battling chronic illness, whether you believe in angels or not ask them for help, what’s the worst that can happen?

So back to 2014, as I proceeded along my boot camp schedule, writing frenzied chapters and trying to cope, I realised one day that I had committed to a spiritual retreat in Kent, I sank into a dreaded blackness. How the hell was I going to do it or get out of it?  It had been honoured and sold out for a year, I desperately didn’t want to let the students down, but I was far too ill.

I also met someone that little did I know was going to walk my path as my Earth Angel.

Footnote: I apologise for accidentally sending this out before I had edited it.  As you would have seen, I am writing on a brain fog day, so for me it’s harder than most to write! xx

 


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What happens when we pass?

Hi all,
I have been recently speaking to a young lady who is tragically terminally ill. I know it is not the most positive of subjects at Christmas time but we may be unfortunate enough to have seriously ill relatives and friends at this time of the year.
I decided to send her some excerpts from my book HEAVEN CALLING
and from my book series EARTH WALKERS (fiction with spiritual fact) to try and give her an idea of what happens when we pass and perhaps a human picture of how heaven has been shown to me.
After I sent the email I thought I might share it with you all, in the hope that whoever needs it can be a little further educated on the process and receive comfort from it.
I fear it is a little long winded as I don’t think that I can send the chapters as an attachment on a post.
So if you have five minutes, it would be my honour and pleasure for you to have a read 🙂
Love N xxxx

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