PRISM LIVING – SPIRITUAL DEVELOPMENT AND EMPOWERMENT COURSE

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Become the light that you have always been!

PRISM LIVING – SPIRITUAL DEVELOPMENT AND EMPOWERMENT COURSE

Hi all,

I am pleased to announce that my online course is now LIVE!

All you have to do is visit the SHOP page on my website at nickyalan.co.uk add the course to your cart and pay through Paypal.  Once payment has been received you will receive session one of the course. or click the link below
BOOK USING THE LINK BELOW AND FOLLOW THE PROMPTS

You will then be sent each session every seven days.

I truly hope that you benefit as I did using the tools and working yourself to a happier and more content way of life.

Remember I am here if you have any questions or problems.

Good luck!  Go for it!

Namaste

Nicky xxx


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Manifest the love that is there....

ME Myself and I. My Soul Diaries 13

THE MAGIC OF MEDICINE

Hello all. I find that my blogs are a  bit more few and far between at the moment, it’s due to my unpredictable condition.  I truly hope that you are enjoying them, as always I value your feedback.

If you know anyone that could benefit from reading them as a Chronic Illness sufferer or who may be interested on how the celestial realms guide us and help us please feel free to pass my experiences on xx

NAN’S VISIT

I saw the silver threads of light darting like sprites across my landing before I even thought I was going to see a manifestation. I was so weak and exhausted that I didn’t sense the usual feelings that one experiences prior to a manifestation.  Usually the hairs on the back of my neck go up, I get goosebumps, the temperature can either go up or down dramatically.  I usually smell who the person is as well.   My nan has her own smell its a bit like old fashioned perfume mixed with an old clothes smell that hasn’t been in the fresh air for a while.  My dad will be beer or cigarettes.  They are not the best smells but they will pick something that you will notice that you don’t ordinarily smell.

Usually when my dad also manifests some electrical phenomena that will bring my attention to his presence.  In the past he has rung the doorbell again and again, even changing the tune on the chime.  He has set off the microwave with the letters AFM which are his initials, he has turned the television off and on and turned all the lights on in the house after I have switched them all off.  With my dad’s dad I always see a dark grey suit, my mum’s dad I just feel him standing tall at the doorway.  All of your spirit loved ones will manifest the same way each time so that you can understand and identify them.  They will choose their way to manifest though.  So look out for similar feelings or senses when you believe they may be with you.  If you feel something odd in the ether or sense someone with you the easiest thing to do is close your mind and your eyes, the first person to be shown in your mind is usually the person who is there, you just have to trust it!

As I am writing this my sleeping dogs, Teddy and Mia have just jumped up and are barking like mad.  There is only birdsong, nothing else to rouse them, so perhaps I have drawn some of my lot here by talking about them!  I have already told you of the power of music, so always listen out for their favourite music.  They will try everything and anything to maintain a relationship with you.  The fact they have had a funeral is totally irrelevant.

Manifest the love that is there....

Manifest the love that is there….

So after the firework display of silver in my landing I then saw my nan who was unmistakable with her striking white hair and large figure.  She was walking away from me but then stop and turned.  I laid there breathless.  She looked transparent with a silver glow around her.  She said three words…..

Go on Facebook‘” she then turned around and walked past the door and that was that.  Now to say that I felt a little deflated was an understatement! Of all the things she could have said,  she said this!  Also you may be thinking how does she know about Facebook?  All of your loved ones no matter how long ago they have passed, walk with you, sit with, you share your life experiences, so they know exactly what things you do and all of the latest mod cons we use.

GERMANY

I remember doing a reading once in Germany , it went a bit like this

Me “Your dad is saying that you met on the internet, on a dating site. He really likes your husband.”

Her “That can’t be my dad he wouldn’t have a clue about the internet or Match!”

Me “Has everything I told you so far made sense?  His name being Peter*, that he was a carpenter, passed in a fire, all the rest of the stuff I have said is right?”

Her “Yes”

Me “Good, then you know that this is your dad.  You must also know that they watch us whenever they want.  They know what is happening, who we are seeing, what TV programmes we watch.  They learn of the new technology as they see us use it. You did meet your husband on a dating site didn’t you?”

“Yes”

“Then know that your dad has seen this and the evidence that I have told you tells you that he is still alive and with you.”

They learn what we do, when we do it and how. Another common one is the sitter will say it is not their loved one communicating as they are mentioning something that took place after they passed, like someone being born or getting married.  Of course they know this has happened as they are still with us!

FACEBOOK

So I knew that my nan would not make all the effort to come down to me if it wasn’t for a good reason so I immediately went on to Facebook.  The first thing I saw was the news feed and this lady crying with pure joy.  She had been in bed with ME/ Fibromyalgia for ten years.  She had taken a drug that her friend had recommended and within five days she was down the park with her granddaughter.  The video then scanned round the park and back on this woman who was playing with her granddaughter.  Usually I would think this was a scam or some rubbish to make money, but as my nan had told me at that exact time to go on Facebook and the first thing I saw relates to my condition, I started to google this wonder drug.

LDN TRY IT BEFORE ANYTHING

LDN TRY IT BEFORE ANYTHING

LOW DOSE NALTREXONE

LDN RESEARCH

WIKI LDN

Now I am going to scoot a couple of weeks on from this faithful night on the 27th July.  Luckily if you remember I had found the perfect GP.  I immediately made an appointment with him and asked for this drug.  He was totally proactive and agreed to prescribe it.  He was already treating patients for MS with it.  I was exceptionally lucky because most GP’s have never heard of it or won’t prescribe it.  Unfortunately it is a post code lottery.  Why don’t we know about this drug?  One guess. MONEY.  Because the Professor that manufactured it didn’t want it as a profit drug it has not gone through the FDA, unlike the higher dose which is used to treat diseases such as HIV and AIDS. No profit, pharmaceutical companies aren’t interested.

It is an opiate based drug and on researching it for weeks I found that most people had a hundred per cent recovery rate.  It treats Cancer, Hashimotos, Arthritis, Lymes disease, Chronic pain, Alzheimers, Parkinsons etc.  Any neuro, central nervous sytem, auto immune disease can be treated.  I have put a few links above so that you can have a look for yourself.

LIFE CHANGE

I was so nervous as I so wanted it to work.  What I can say is after taking it for five days I was able to get up and sit in the lounge.  I slowly came off of all of my heavy pain killers.  The morphine, tramadol, cocodamol and gabapentin went in the bin.  I had no side effects and there is no weaning off, you can stop it whenever you want to.  Unfortunately it only improved my condition slightly unlike thousands of others but I was grateful to be out of my bed permanently for three years.   It DEFINITELY improved my standard of life.   At least I was off the cocktail of hard drugs as I still am now.  In fact I started to write my book, EARTH WALKERS even more regularly and felt a little more hopeful on a daily basis.  I can not say it will work for you but I can say if you don’t give it a go, you are very unwise.

If you are one of the unlucky ones who has an ignorant doctor who steers away from ‘off the label’ treatments, then you can order this to your door privately.  This puts it into context how cheap it is.  It is £9 privately to buy.  The charge for prescription and delivery makes it £18 pr month, worth every penny.

Do your research and try this drug!

Here’s a link for the chemist who will help you if you need to get it privately.  You will have to prove that you have been diagnosed with your condition.  You will have a session on the telephone with one of the Doctors from Clinic 158 and then, the rest as they say is history, it arrives through your letter box and you start getting an improved state of life.

DICKSON CHEMIST GLASGOW

You have to find the sweet spot of mg’s that works for you though.  It takes a bit of time going up and down the dosages but you will eventually learn your individual dose requirement.  I stay permanently on 2.6 mg but the highest you can go is 4.5 mgs.

Give it a go, what have you got to lose?

So with my magical nan helping me in the most amazing way, my diet improved and not living so much in a dark hell what was next?

My next healing boot camp, my exes!

*The name has been changed to respect the privacy of the client

 

 


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Time to set sail away from this space

Me Myself and I. My Soul diaries 13.

SURRENDER IS THE KEY, DENIAL IS YOUR PRISON

The visit of that lovely spirit lady raised my vibration in a big way.  It gave me impetus to start looking at my life and make some pivotal decisions.  I needed to start facing reality and realise that this was my new life.  It was nothing like my old life but I started thinking that I needed to reach out for help.  I needed to find ways to help myself and set goals that were reasonable and manageable with my condition.  I was starting to pull away the threads of denial.  I was disabled, in need of serious support and I needed to own the reality of being a sufferer of a chronic condition that was not going to go away any time soon.

Time to set sail away from this space

Time to set sail away from this space

The first thing that I did was change my GP.  It was one of the best decisions ever.  My new doctor was very empathic and completely understanding of ME and fibro sufferers.  He was open to any treatments and exceptionally supportive.  He even allowed me to phone him whenever I wished as he knew I couldn’t get to the surgery easily.  The next thing I did was call the local community care team who were brilliant.  They provided me with equipment that assisted bathing and every day things that I couldn’t manage.  My carer would regularly visit and help me with absolutely anything I needed, even if it was just a therapeutic chat.  These two phone calls took a long time to do, as I found coping with change and reaching out into the world very difficult but was so pleased with myself when I did.  I also got a cleaner as I couldn’t risk using my energy up cleaning. I arranged a massage therapist to visit my home when I was up to it to soothe my agonised muscles. I arranged a dog walker.  It was an absolute joy to watch Teddy and Mia sit at the gate waiting for the dog walker to arrive.  It was like they had a sixth sense.  They knew the days he was coming along with three other fur babies and would sit patiently listening out for his car.

BABY STEPS LEAD TO GIANT CHANGE

I felt strengthened by these tiny little steps.  I would always recommend tiny goals to set yourself that are MANAGEABLE, even if just one gets ticked off in a week, it’s a step in the right direction.

Out on their walks

Out on their walks

Walkies!

Walkies!

The next thing I set myself to do was reach out and find forums that had members coping with chronic illness.  It was one of the best things I did.  On Facebook I met a beautiful group, The Barmy girls who were from all over the world.  We don’t sit wailing and moaning, we cheer each other up and support each other.  So during my lonely nights there was always someone to talk to.  There are many support forums on Facebook for chronic illness sufferers, I cannot recommend them enough.  You also get fabulous advice and suggestions from hollistic remedies to updates on new drugs that are out.  I love those girls so much and what also helps is that they totally understand everything I am going through.  The most heart breaking thing is people not understanding your condition and making judgement.  I then started to reach out and tell me friends that I needed help.  Very slowly my ‘coping’ armour was taken off piece by piece.  When I couldn’t feed myself or cope, rather than starve or just eat biscuits I went and stayed at my friends’ Leigh Ann and Lynn’s house.  I allowed myself to be weak and frail, I allowed them to bring me cups of tea and lunch.  It felt alien but God I felt so much better admitting to people I had a debilitating condition that I couldn’t manage alone.  I changed my eating habits and did every diet that was recommended, but to be honest I felt no benefits from any of them but I still take the following health supplements:

Coenzyme Q10, Ubiquinol (Highest strength you can get), Vitamin D, Busy B’s, Cod Liver Oil, Glucasamine Sulphate (Has to be with Chondroitin), Magnesium (an absolute must!) and K2 which helps distribute the magnesium into your body.

ESSENTIAL OILS ARE ESSENTIAL!

I also find Epsom salt baths fantastic.  Put about four scoops in and to help your body even more, drop five to nine drops of essential oils into the last scoop.  I always use Lavender oil for pain relief and anti inflammatory as well as Bergamot which is a natural antidepressant.  In fact I burn essential oils all day and every day.  I studied the ones that particularly help my symptoms and they also make the house smell lush!

My friend also found this for me.  It is a very soothing oil mixture to rub on the most painful parts of your body.

DILUTE THE FOLLOWING INTO 30 ml OF OIL (ALMOND/VEGETABLE/CARRIER OIL)

5 DROPS THYME

10 DROPS ROSEMARY

5 DROPS CYPRESS

10 DROPS EUCALYPTUS

10 DROPS PEPPERMINT

Here’s a link to get you started on your path to the magic of essential oils   oils https://draxe.com/essential-oils-guide/

YOU ARE WHAT YOU EAT

I also do juicing when I am feeling up to it for breakfast in my Nutribullet (another tip from my Facebook friends, thanks Paula!).  The most important things to add to your fruit/veg juice is nutmeg, cinnamon, turmeric, ginger.  These  all  have anti inflammatory and pain relief qualities.  I had indigestion and tummy problems for three years until one of my friends on my forum recommended fresh ginger.  My discomfort was gone within hours.  I also don’t drink alcohol and drink water like it is coming out of my ears.  I also have a thirst for Earl Grey tea.  I later found it was made from Bergamot, an anti depressant, so my body was telling me what it wanted.  The good thing about this new brain/ body is that you become so in sync with your body that your intuition tells you what you need.  I have never listened to my body and mind so much in all of my life.  It does cry out for sugar a lot, so even though it is bad I answer it’s call.  If there’s something it doesn’t want it’s normal rejected straight away!  I like things now that I never did before my illness like chocolate, coffee, green tea, ginger, but on the flip side things I adored do not agree with me anymore i.e wine, southern fried chicken, normal tea, strong spices.

THE EPIPHANY

Amazingly through this process I came to a striking revelation.  All of the advice I had doled out to thousands of people as a police officer and medium, I was now doing it for myself.  I had never thought to love and care for myself before.  I had never meditated every day or stopped and appreciated living in the moment.  I had never spoken to or lived such a spiritual existence.  The thorny vines of this illness curse were actually starting to bloom small flowers of positivity.

LISTEN TO YOUR BODY!  It has crashed for a reason, it is up to you to find out what it needs.  But remember we are all different and some things work better than others. Depression hits like a steam train with no warning.  All GP’s will prescribe you with some form of anti depressant.  They have found that apparently it helps with the nerve pain.  It will usually be something like prozac, fluoxetine or duloxetine.  I was not happy being prescribed with these drugs but I had no choice.  Be open to anything that will help you.

A HAPPY MIND MAKES A HAPPY BUNNY

But, there is one thing that will be the biggest battle of your life.  Your mindset.  I still struggle now but have improved a hundred fold in the last couple of years.  You have to find ways to keep you happy on the bed ridden days.  This can be music, comedy on the TV,  jigsaw puzzles, home crafts, adult colouring, meditation. You have to keep your mind busy because it will slowly descend into blackness if you do not find ways to keep yourself afloat mentally on the very bad days.

Why do you think I write this blog? lol 🙂

Curl up with a good book

Curl up with a good book

Obviously if your eyes and brain fog can cope, a good book is a must.  I go through hundreds of books, it’s a great way to escape.  But the most important thing is educating your loved ones.  The biggest problem I see from other sufferers is the lack of understanding by friends and family and them permanently trying to justify this invisible illness to them.  They are in more denial than you are.  If your husband/mum/mate is subtly referring to you as lazy, forcing you to get up and do things or insisting you get a grip, you need to start putting your foot down. They will NEVER understand how it feels.  They will never fully appreciate that every single second of every single day you are in pain somewhere or everywhere with no let up.  They can’t possibly understand that as soon as you stand, gravity pulls you down into a heavy, claustrophobic exhaustive suit that will not disappear and cannot be removed.  Tell them your feelings.  Tell them you need help.  Tell them to read up on what you are suffering with.  If they refuse to acknowledge your predicament, you have to make some serious decisions.  You CANNOT be surrounded by judgemental people who make you feel useless.  I am so lucky that my friends are understanding.  The ones who weren’t have diminished which is fine by me.  I don’t have to explain myself to anyone.

DON’T SUFFER FOOLS GLADLY

Unbelievably a lot of my friends in the last few years have been diagnosed with the same condition!  It is a very common pandemic that the health organisation and society have to wake up to.  The most incredible thing was, my friend Jay got diagnosed with ME. So we now hold each other up on the bad days. Us meeting was meant to be.  My old friend Nicky also was diagnosed along with FIVE others.  We have very interesting conversations normally starting with, “What’s wrong with you today!”

Be kind to yourself.  Admit you have a serious chronic condition and ADAPT.  You have to grieve your old life and find ways to survive in the new one that has befallen you.  There is no cure for this illness.  Don’t chase the next ‘miracle treatment’.  Cope with what you have, gain control and make yourself as comfortable as possible.

It is no mean feat but together we can continually fight this relentless beast.

Reach out, ask for help and love yourself.  On the bad days keep your mind busy and if you need to sleep all day, DO IT! On the good days don’t overdo it or you will find yourself in bed for days or weeks after.  We all do it though, it’s called booming and busting.

YOUR RIGHTS

I was no longer going out, buying clothes or spending money on normal life things so every penny I had went on helping me.  If you find as I did that you cannot work, you are entitled to benefits.  You can apply for PIP which is a living allowance for disabled people.  I also got a blue badge for my car and owned the fact that even though my title was ‘disabled’ I was still the same person but just needed a little help. Don’t suffer in silence like I did for three long years.

All of these achievements took ages to deal with and arrange.  But I felt so much stronger in myself and felt I had established some sort of control of my life.

However, I was still on Morphine, Gabapentin, Cocodamol, Ibuprofen, Duloxetine and Paracetamol.  I was eating them like smarties, but pain was still a constant companion.

A MESSAGE FROM HEAVEN

My clever Nan

My clever Nan

It took a visitation from my nan one night on the 27th July, to change my life considerably.  I will never forget the night that I saw the spirit of  her bustle across my landing, turn around and radically change my day to day life by saying three little  words……


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The Amethyst Room awaits!

Well hello all,

very busy time this week trying to fit in telephone readings, intimate evenings and packing boxes for my new workplace in Devon and our new beach side home! It’s truly amazing how much stuff there is! I have been grabbing everything I can that contains an amethyst as this will go perfectly in my new Amethyst room at Lupton! Amethyst crystal is my most favourite of all the stones. Funnily enough it is purple! It is a beautiful stone and one of the best healing stones available. It can help you heal from grieving and past situations as well as generally heal parts of your mind body and soul. It is also an excellent stone to help focus your mind in meditation and aids spiritual people and psychic ability. It is also a great stone to be placed by your children’s beds if they have interrupted sleep or may even be witnessing spiritual visitations at night.

I helped a young boy, Ben, in my friend Gaynor’s shop, Miracles and Magic (www.miraclesand magic.co.uk). Since being a baby he has had very troubled sleep and night terrors and visitations, very spiritual boy. He left the shop with a dream catcher an amethyst and another crystal in tow and has not had a bad night since! He drew me a beautiful picture recently to say thank you bless him. An angel and guess what colour the wings were? Purple!! I asked him why he had coloured them purple he said he didn’t know. Very special little boy!

The amethyst is a protective stone for sleeping children and stops their rest being interrupted by spirit family. They can be charged as all crystals in many ways. Over night in the full moon on the window sill, in sunlight, buried in the ground, etc personally for quickness I either run them under water or draw a bath of sea salt an charge them all in that. Or even better in a net into the sea at Devon! Crystals are an invaluable part of your life. They are live pieces of mother nature that contain atoms that resonate energy that have properties to heal and help. Find your local shop and go have a look!

Good news is coming for Essex! I can’t say too much but you will be able to see more of me on a one to one basis and come and ask me any spiritual questions you like. A base is being sorted now so I will have a spiritual workplace in Devon and one in Essex, SO EXCITED!
So my angels, I have more boxes to fill, I then have my last intimate evening in Essex for a while and the next week will be full of meeting up with my lovely friends, picking carpets and getting the Amethyst Room and Seasons Cafe up and running by the beautiful coast. If you are local to South Devon please come and say hello, we can have a coffee, some home made cake and wax lyrical on all things spiritual! Dream boat time!!! But a reality.
Never hold back on your dreams, if you put it out there, it will come to you when the energy is right. Sometimes we just don’t see the wrong energy around us, but when we clear it, your destiny awaits………


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